Cant keep it all together

mood is like the weather

how can I be strong for you

when my tears wet me through

Like a storm lighting up the night

causes tension to rise

the pain in my mind like an electrical surge

as the loud rumble of my mood crashes, singing a dirge

Like the rains flowing down my face

the salty taste, they cause rivers to race

a feeling so natural, clears the mind

but they bring hurt in kind

The blistering sun, a heatwave, my temperature rises

as the hate filled voice criticises

causes my face to redden, I want to be hidden

retreat from this world that I don't fit in

As hail stones hit my skin, left bruised

they come in waves to knock my mood, can I be excused?

want to stay under cover away from the onslaught

but if I lay then my mind will fill with thoughts

A blizzard to cool the strain, numbs the brain

left to feel drained when the thaws bring the pain

the aches that the cold brings to the bones

hold me down, not letting me find the right tones

A calm day, just what I needed, through the worst

an energy burst, a chance at last to embrace life head first

to find my feet, to beat down the dark clouds

to escape from the darkness that enshrouds

Thanks for reading.

Peace & love.

Kyle.