Lost times, nightmares, blame and shame. Such a crime. Other's made me out to be the victim as I came to believe. It became a part of me. Along the way two souls gave me hope. After all my trust in others diminished as I was once before. You see, these two souls see a lot in me. Potential beyond my belief. It has come to me they care about me. What a blessing. New friendship and new memories I'm looking forward to. Good times, plenty of fun with kids whom I already adore. Already walking through the opportunity door.Ah, the two souls know how I feel. It's about being real. I'm the lucky one who's still here. No whining no complaints just being real. This is the real deal.