I try to trust all till the trust falls
Till you give me a reason why I shouldn't care at all
Till you show me why I should look away when you call
Because man I hate it when trust falls
See, I got a lot of disappointments that happened in my life
Met a couple girls that I thought would be my wife
Met a couple guys that I thought would have my back
Now I understand it's not because of what I lacked
It was because of how I acted
Kindness and Love can be drained out completely
Happiness above all is what I stress weekly
Chapters after chapters, I know I still ain't done
Moments back then that I thought I had the one
Pages after pages, they disappeared out of sight
Shot right through me like a gun, but I ain't giving up this fight
See, I got a lot of disappointments that happened in my life
I had people stab me in the back with a double sided knife
Twisting and turning it, so they know the pain is there
But even if I cried, they just continue and stare
Metaphorically speaking, Doctor, the pain is here
Located in my heart cause I kept all my love here
I used to hurt but I became numb to the pain
So If my trust falls, then I let my fury rain
If my trust falls, my mind will continue to rise
I believe in securing your ticket and securing your prizes
Allowing fools to play the game that you figured out with your eyes
But isn't that priceless, that they disregard the prices
That they disregard the sacrifices
Never comprehending how steep the price is
The cost that comes once trust falls through
Now that's priceless
Very good poem! It was raw, realistic and really pulled deep down from the soul. A voice of wisdom speaks through your testimony and experiences. "I got a lot of disappointments that happened in my life," we live and we learn! Relatable. Thank you for sharing with the community!
Very heartfelt write Mister Face, nice x