The voice of sadness too bleak too weak The pain though hurts beyond any Tears refuse to flow As the heart overflows Sobs stay hidden beneath As a sigh escapes Lips sealed Heart mended Yet a sea of emotions floats in my eyes my feelings are dispersed within hearts that I can't find and I feel crumbled into myself without you by my side emotions so strong and I can't contain my hands tremble I feel weak I can't speak my soul is scattered into too many eyes i can't meet but I’m drowning into my own lake of fire as the eyes I want to meet I can no longer seek And as I wonder in the streets In the café On the sidewalk to the garden Near the lake I feel lost In too many places I see you in all the faces I feel lost I’m everywhere In the past where we said our first I love you A permanent traveler When we said our vows About the future And now you’re gone I feel lost in the timeline Abandoned like an old church Neglected like an old book on a shelf of that church I feel unholy Omitted rhyme on that book that was wiped I wipe my tears But one escapes into the lake My reflection waves And I see you in my heart A broken smile One last rhyme I feel lost like a green leaf on that leak fell too early With all the widows I’m the youngest One last tear that I won’t sob We’ll meet again in a dream