I never felt the need to pick up the gavel
I refrain from judging, who am I to judge ?
My problems are tall like Mount Mutumbo
I'll never cosplay as a perfect man I'm imperfect man
And that's what I have to remind myself now
I have someone who I love that's In the wrong
Love isn't like a sunny day sometimes it gets cloudy
Logic told me never put no man or women on a pedestal but my heart see's the best version of themselves no matter what damage they cause
It's a battle loving someone while trying to hold them accountable for their actions
A tug of war with my heart and mind
Do I help them or cut all ties ?
Do I have offer my hand and help
Would that be a waste of energy
My peace has been disturbed
And I don't like it all
I have a restraining order against drama
I never fan the flame I stomp it out
A stampede worth of thoughts have ran through my mind
I'm confused , I'm overwhelmed, I don't want to get involved
But I can't turn a blind eye and be a bystander
Even though I'd prefer to be just an observer ....