High, low, can barely hold on mood flips so quick, so hyper, then sad, slow then so fast Like a roller coaster ride, is this where I belong? going downhill, feels like its about to crash

Hide away? I need to be seen, in a group? I want to go home happiness flips to sadness then back in a beat mind up and down, so much colour, now seems monochrome the splinters of my mind carry on, thoughts on constant repeat

Crumble, crack fall to the floor these feelings eat away inside this ride makes me sick, what more is in store? wish for an end, for the ride to stop, but I'm denied

Voices within wont let me be they tell me I'm nothing, a waste escape needed, break these confines, need a break from me a day away, a week at sea, a clearing, empty where I cant be traced

A strong man with a tough heart many times Ive let it get burnt, too many breakdowns always rebuilt myself, created anew, from deep within, a start just need to get this ride to stop or slow down

So I retreat into my safe space this beach in my minds place will return with love, warmth, my heart to give that is the only way I know how to live.

Thanks for reading

Kyle