Chaotic visions a mind in a daze, Web of dissension a foggy haze. Anger, sadness, how my thoughts rage, Twisting, twirling savage war within waged.

I fall into darkness my world sinks Tears fall but my mind refuses to think. Darker still the memories slowly ease, And I find myself falling landing on my knees.

Oh, how I cry. Peace I need, hope please give, I need the light. I really want to live. I knew what I needed I knew what I should do, “Oh, Lord please help me. God, I love you.”

“Pull me up, hold me in your arms tonight. Brighten my world make everything all right. Take away the chaos, my destructive ways, You have my heart, my soul, the rest of my days.”

© Cynthia Clark