You say you care

and I am scared

you would never lie

and now who am I

should I drink

or will I sink

within my mind

how am I so blind

should I take a pill

or will I heal

you say you love me

how could I not see

you have torn me apart

you have taken my heart

you say those words

how this really hurts

I am so angry

filled up inside me

I want to scream

this mess that I am in

why did I not see

that you dont love me

Now I am sinking in the rain

my body filled with pain

I wish I could get up

and just be fed up

I keep on coming back

to the same old crap

I am not so very tough

I just have enough

so you take me for a joke

or provide me with another coke

perhaps I have more hope

or perhaps I already know

I am not a doll you create

or a personality you shape

I am for what I am

there isn't no shame

so stop playing this game

I will no longer be blamed

Out the door I go

I am better than this

I will now know

how to clean this mess

I will now become

who I truly am

a brighter outcome

where I wont be the same

I am truly beautiful inside out

I am wonderful without doubt

I can do whatever I want

without you having to shout

so now as I am walking out

you can kiss this and logout