I am not tired
I can not sleep
You alone in our bed
As I stay and weep
It is not you, my dear
It is me, I fear
Thoughts I can't let go
Constant ebb and flow
Turning twisting into a web
This is why I can't go to bed
Writing 'til the late of night
Emotions I always fight
Truly want to be with you
You have no idea how deeply
I love you
I tend to push away
Especially when having a bad day
Seems they are more than few
Sadly I take them out on you
Deeply I regret all I have done
Hope things change with the rising sun

Thank you for the likes and the wonderful comments☺
Very poignant and honest, very good!
You see other people like your work to
So much emotion and very heartfelt! Love the intimacy of this poem and we really appreciate you sharing this wonderful poem with the community!
Yes, i did write this before we married. Struggled with things from my past when we started to get serious. Thankfully he's a patient man. I was afriad to show others my words, or my heart. Now, i am so ready to show the world☺
I will read yours shortly. Looking foward to it!
Will you read one of mine about freedom freedom for the hero
Thank you! I took your advice and published my 1st poem on the site:) Without you I would have never had the "courage" to do so.