My life is a mess
So many things I have to address, but I don't
My world is crashing down, better now that I know
At night my days play over in my head
Wishing I could let go and sleep instead, but I won't
Because the stability was for sale and now it's sold
Not to the man upstairs but the darker one people know
Oh Lord, please give me strength since mine is too low
All this time I was looking for a paradise, paradise
All this time I should have thought 'bout it twice
More time has passed since I realized what I had all along
Was the very definition of paradise, just couldn't see it
Masked mist overshadowed my life, so thick it can be cut with a knife
Thinking the only paradise was only if I made millions
Real life has a way of slapping you out of your fairy tale dreams
Real life comes at you at a million degress
My wealth doesn't come in money, but what dollars can't buy: family
Thinking I am worthless until I can make more than I can spend
Thinking that I'm going insane that I try to pretend that I'm great
Tired of this phase in my life, so fragile that at any moment, it might break
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