I was falling, they broke me hard. I never thought I'd make it out alive. They poisoned me and they felt so right. All the pills I took didn't ease the pain. I was just living under the rain. I thought my wounds wouldn't fade away.

So I had to start all over again. Because all the pirates stole my land. But I was safe because I have my friends.

Now I see them laughing as kings. They celebrate with some other queens. But they know nothing about happiness. I learned how to control my sadness. The scars from the knife are just memories.

And you see, I had to hide myself. Put it out, lose myself, kill my soul. I had to find the right guy. I'm that right guy.

And now I'm celebrating Because they don't know me They don't know myself, Don't know my friends, They don't know I did things right. They think I've lost, But I've just won in life.