have you ever made a cup of black coffee and you forgot to taste it until it got cold have you ever plot a plan that you never went through you ever been lost in illusive love that made time lose it's meaning space didn't matter have you ever fell for your own tricks have you forgot your own perfectly fabricated lies have you ever been so drunk that someone carried you home or even worse you slept in the street like homeless does have you slept in a church, temple or a mosque because you cant afford to stay in a hotel have you begged for money to get safe to your home insomniac for three days straight have you felt so weak to survive have you despised others for their non honorable competitive ways for their selfish spirits have you ever lost in the game of life and love we all have have you considered suicide have you considered it's never an option have you cursed Satan have you praised the lord for his goodness have you praised the lord for the rough life that made you stronger we all have we've all reached the point where we are convened totally and utterly that evil inside every one of us is the real motive of survival but sharing is the real wisdom and goodness inside us is what makes us want others to enjoy what we worked hard to have have you ever been lost in an illusive love that killed you partially the expectations of life were nice and easy but the pain killed every goodness inside of us have you stolen something that belongs to any one but you just to experience something new have you committed a crime just to know how real fear feels like have you been so busy trying to be happy that you lost your way to happiness have you frowned to the face of happiness? have you woke up in the middle of the night thinking it's morning because you slept in place that doesn't allow the sun to light your life i have and i you know what I'm talking about you'll know that we both embraced darkness because we were so afraid to play in the light