I don't understand why I can't get over you, I really don't,

I thought what we had would be just a fling and I'd be over it in a few days but I clearly won't. If I were you I'd pray I stay in this black hole; where you have the power to suck up my sense of reason for your charm, if I knew you weren't a keeper I'd have been a little more subtle and let you in just far enough to do no harm. I think I loved you, obviously to soon. I think I wanted you in ways unacceptable enough to make you swoon.

It beats me how even after my 'on to the next therapy' you still haunt our brief memory, . I'm starting to be glad I didn't get close to you. If only after days of kissing you I'd be this compelled by the mystery of you. I'm afraid I'd be too attached to you. What is it about you that gives me hope to want you, you gave me enough reason not to trust you, yet I still hope in my chest your heart finds a beat to sync to.

I have this feeling I'd be the fool that would chase your love through flames, but that's just a feeling, I'll be over our brief charade and be back to my love games. I was sure with you I'd found the truth a love that overwhelms. I'm glad I met you I am really, if I didn't I'd be a victim to another with your kind of beauty. Words from the kicks of a dying horse, I'd have given you pleasure you'd shiver to when you thought of me of course. You live your life and I'll enjoy mine don't think for a second because you lost me I'll put my happiness on pause.

Most likely we'll meet at the mall, club or cinema. You'll probably be dressed to impress him yeah, like you did for me? You're beautiful you should never dress skimpy, especially to impress a man who isn't me. We do things for the wrong ones isn't it? You'd rather be a victim of me than a victim of someone who will dump you on the street. Make your decision don't be a cheat, if you will, be it with me. I'm the kind of man your dad still wants to be.

I'm out here thinking I missed the experience of a lifetime, now it's clear to me you are the loser between us. You can tell your friends you had a try with me and ruined your chance. I doubt they'll believe I even craved your eyes. I'm impressed how something so pure could have been based on lies. You haven't any idea what you've got until it leaves you, I have an idea you will realise what you've lost but only after our final goodbyes.

-Dreu