It feels like a sharp knife being shoved in my chest
My heart is dying yet not by my own request
I fight day after day to keep my self-alive
Yet I am too broken and too weak to strive
To strive for the life I once had to which is now gone
I thought it was what I needed now I realize I was wrong
I wish to be awakened from this horrific dream
Yet I feel the knife go in deeper and I try to scream
A scream that not a soul in sight seems to hear
Am I imagining things or is there truly no one near
Have they all truly abandon me am I truly alone
All alone left to the unknown
I feel the same and thank you very much for your insight
Very thought provoking, and well written. sometimes we need to show darkness to find light and to help others in need.