I've been gifted so much bs

I can't wrap my head around it

my head is pounding like a drum

well I did always want to be in a band

if you asked me 5 years ago

where would I be ?

I definitely thought I'd be further

it's tough to stay optimistic

in the presence of so many obstacles

my inner demons are now on display

draped around my neck

like a necklace

this is one piece of jewelry

I never planned on showing off

I'm in a constant battle with confliction

being balanced makes it hard to choose sides

what do you do when the pros and cons are equal?

I don't know either that's why I'm stuck

I'm like a parked car on the highway

everyone is blowing their horn

wanted me to move but I don't know

where to go