I always wanted change i wanted to be somewhere else i want to belong to myself as time passed me by I've become the one thing i never wanted to be around i wanted isolation

but i'm surrounded by a mare's-nest tic tac waiting for an opportunity that comes knocking to seize the moment to drift away

put the past behind and kill those links that keeps my memory of disillusionment intact

Arpiprazole an anti-psychotic that dims the voice of pain within my brain but also dims creativity and inspiration

being sober or drunk alike in this bleak city made of concrete prisons

49 degrees Celsius the heat keeps us locked up for 9 month each year and the shy winter that might come late or never comes

and i know longer dance in the rain i knew that day that i grew old that i didn't enjoy the rain