Sadness seeps under my skin Darkness within But my heart keeps beating For a reason I don't comprehend I've seen the end I'm wearing sorrow like a cloak Glued to my mortal body Consuming me I've lost interest in life Wearing disillusion as a mask Soon Another day begins I curse the sun for rising I curse the light for shining Used to see goodness in all humans Now I'm withdrawn Into my shell of solitude Safe zoned In loneliness I lay my hand onto my heart Blue pulse The alchemy of sorrow Sparks The desire of survival Of old wounds Leaves the scar oozing dark spills Of disenchanting Dear lord End this Bring the mountain down Off my shoulders Could it be That a sad tale Gets a happy ending Miraculously I still believe