Behind the laughter a smiling face is the fear I won't make it through this life.
It builds up to the point of wanting to give up. I keep on believing it will get better.
Healing is taking forever. I wait and wait around it's all that I can do. Write with my heart
connecting with others I do part. The support I do get is simply a joy, filling me up to the brim of a cup. There are days I'm just getting by. This is what's called life. Simple times is all I need to have ever loving peace. At times stress consumes me. I scream inside in silence. It has come to the point I've let it out. My roar is heard then I'm asked why. I still carry around the anger inside. I blame myself what came to be and just want to fall to my knees. This has been my life for two years my body won't let go. Moving on going with the flow. This life I live will get better I do believe. I'm keeping the faith, just waiting.
Have faith that you will rise above. Keep your words on paper as well as in your memory. Never give up. If you do you will not be able to catch the sunshine when it fills your life. Peace.
Wow, this is so powerful and touching, Shellie! It is real, emotional, resilient, and wise, all in one, and probably speaks for so many people out there feeling the same way! You always have a way of uplifting the spirit while illustrating our humanness simultaneously. Love it!