I don't think I ever truly get over anything

The memories just sit unbothered

Until something triggers the trauma

Now the flashbacks play continuously on loop

My mind turns into satan's playground

I'm embarrassed by some of the things

I'm still holding onto , I have love left in my heart for people who long ago quit loving me

I'm cursed with this torrid passion

I wish I could get my feelings to remain dormant

Day to day operations of my life

Would operate more efficient

If I cared less maybe I'd accomplish more

Without the distraction of overwhelming emotions

Nothing could stop me ....